Well, my reason for writing this blog is (oh-you-guessed-it-right!) FIGHT!
Of late I have been throwing tantrums like crazy. Getting angry ever so often. But people who know me think(not including close family - including parents, husband, sister) I would never fight with anybody. 'Dikhaave par mat jaaao, apni akal lagaaao'.
People on whom we get angry is of course people with whom you have been staying with , spending most of your time with or could be someone you are very close to. Now, I am kind of a person who expresses happiness/anger with only the above mentioned category of people. I am very very complacent with people who fall out of this bracket.
So obviously the wrath always falls on Mr. B (my better half!) because he is the one who falls in all the three major categories - I am staying with him, very close to him, spend most of my time with him. Sometimes I feel so sorry for him to be going through all this - bearing my silly tantrums. I have read in various articles quoting that the best way to overcome anger/frustration is to vent it out. So thats what I do! But I do feel guilty about doing so but then I need to vent it out to feel normal again.
Mind is so complicated. Complicated than anybody or anything!
Some common reasons why I get angry (lets see if you match any of these with yours?) -
- I am telling you something so listen to it howmuchever busy you are.
- Ask me how was my day at work without fail everyday.
- If I dont want to cook, please offer to take me out.
- Dont dump all the good clothes in the washing machine, they might lose their texture.
- Please allow me to iron my cotton dresses - I dont like to wear crumpled clothes
- Let me iron your cotton shirts too
- Leave the kitchen to me
- Leave grocery shopping to me
Mr B is such a darling that he never ever lets me do anything which he can do himself, but still it pisses me off.
I dont want to get angry but sometimes cannot control my emotions at all.
More updates later.
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